enough about me, let's talk about me

For once in the last month I am feeling pretty optimistic. I might actually still have a job next month...maybe this month isn't over yet...damn there's that pessimism sweeping in again. The life working at a Big Bank (BB).

Hell, let's do some more mourning for my old computer

I could get my old computer to work if I pinched the upper part of the cord really hard, it would then take electricity thru the cord and not wear out the battery, but then my hand was starting to feel a little bit funny, like all electric and stuff...I was like maybe I should stop this and not take a shower tonight (yeah...I really am THAT stupid). So I have decided to stop trying to make the computer work and have decided to go cold turkey...I am having withdrawal symptoms already, thats why I am here at TCCD. I don't know if I can make it to next week but my Dad wants me to wait until November to get a new computer b/c "thats when the prices really go down." Thats four months from now! I might not even be gainfully employed four months from now! Oh well...